Baby Kyla

Say "Hi" to baby Kyla! Such a pretty princess and am sure daddy Martin and mummy Cheryl is so proud of their creation... So happy that everyone in moving into their different stages of life.

I snatched this photo from Cheryl's facebook! Ha-ha. 

So pretty, and she's only a few days old! 

Dreams

What are Dreams?

Part of our thinking or it is just an existence subconciously? Sometimes, 'dreams' can be very clear but sometimes, 'dreams' are just blurred as I am very sure at the point of 'dreaming'. However, when I woke up and trying to make sense and recall what was the dream all about, I am unable to.

Now, that was irritating.

Perhaps I shouldn't called it dreams, as they are all negative. I should've addressed it better, as nightmares!

Sadly, sweet dreams, doesn't happen to me. Argh!

Dreamt about me and him;
Probably too much negativity.

Dreamt you and her;
Probably feeling kinda guilty.

Thought about you and her.
Things are better, without me;
Be it work, outings, friendship or gathering.

Thought about you and her friends.
Things are also easier, without me;
Be it fun, invites, events or notifying.

Thought about my own choices.
All seems to have an opportunity cost;
Either this or that.

None belongs to me, rightfully.
Haha.

Moody

I've been feeling really low recently.

Not sure what was the reason but just moody.

Kept having nightmares with the past flashing through my brain every single or alternate nights. It is really tiring to have nightmares continuously with familiar scenes floating around.

I wished that I am dreaming of dinosaurs and creatures instead of the past.

Mothers Day and meet the parent session

After much consideration, we decided to arrange the 'Meet the parents session' along with the Mother's Day dinner and did our dinner and discussion over Thai Village at Kallang leisure park. 

Atmosphere started weird as the topic was being brought up but basically, there are nothing much to be discussed besides the number of table that my parents want, or any traditional stuff that Liang's parents needed from my side or anything that both sides wants for the Guo Da Li. 

Discussion was over as many things needs to be written down when wedding day is nearer and we'll just need to prepare accordingly. Actually, since we are paying for our wedding dinner, it seems like the number of table doesn't matter at all? Ha-ha.

Think we enjoyed the food and gathering more than putting focus on the wedding details. Most issues were settled as none of our side needed traditional practices. It was more like a 'do what is needed' then 'I need ...'. With such agreement, things are definitely easier for us as the groom and bride! 

Sharks-fin with sea coconut

Fish

Yuan Yang prawns (Wasabi and salad) 

Asparagus with scallop

Signature fried 

Braised toufu

Continued with our own activity after the dinner with a little arcade time for the kids and then... it's movie time! 

Assumed responsibility

When things are done as a favor, it became your responsibility gradually.

How was this proven?

When favor was being done, there was no thank you. But when you stopped doing that favor or did it wrongly, it became your fault.

Hence, when someone places the fault on you, doesn't it mean that this favor has subconsciously became your responsibility?

Is this right for everyone or am I the only one making the 'Qoute' come true?

Life is but a bed of roses

Life is but a bed of roses but what I see are thorns and by the time i reach the top, petals have already withered. Where are the beautiful petals as promised?

Quote for today on facebook. Guess I've been waiting in vain for the roses to bloom and as the days passes by, it is pretty obvious that nothing seems to be blooming.

With tender loving care, I've had the roots nutured and groomed and knowing that it takes time and effort for it to bloom, I've waited patiently. Every rain or shine, I took on the cover to ensure that it is properly taken care of. I did, looked upon it positively as much as I could and watering it whenever I sense that it is falling off.

One says, look at it with a different angle and you will find light out of it.

How many times have I told myself that things will work, it is within endurance level and com'on, get over it. It's just not worth the effort to spend time procasinating on it? I've placed every confidence and trust, only to realized that it is not coming true and I'm just working in a bunch of thorns, never to get to the top to see the blooming petals.

Like I said, maybe the roses have bloomed but I missed it. Or perhaps, it has all along been a dead bud where it will not bloom no matter no much time and effort I place in.

It is fault of mine, not anyone else. I had the wrong bud fertilized.